Happy new year everyone!
I hope you all had an amazing Christmas and joyful happy new year celebrations.
Sadly I was effected so bad by events that happened earlier in December that i became ill for Christmas and then was too anxious to go out and enjoy new year celebrations but none the less i spent the night with my youngest and eldest niece which was just as enjoyable, even if they did both fall asleep by half 8!
I promised myself in 2017 that this would be the year about myself, where i be selfish and put myself first in situations i wouldn’t usually merely because again my mental health wasn’t becoming the best and i personally feel in 2017 i focused way too much on other people, meaning i began to neglect myself and just glide over the fact that i need looking after too. Granted it really hasn’t gone to plan what with it being the 5th of January today and the year is already disastrous for me but i can be positive and just hope it becomes better, i mean i have the rest of the year to go.
Other than that im pretty excited for this year, this is the year I turn 21. The age many people feel needs a huge celebration, which is true. It’s a big age why not celebrate it. I however am not having a huge celebration, for the actual day im spending it with the family and doing traditions I’ve been doing for years. Little things that make me happy.
After that my year is pretty jam-packed with birthdays. This year will mark the year my nieces turn 5,3 and 1. Which in itself is pretty emotional. My mum, Nan and sisters birthday all being in the same month and my brother’s birthday being the month before. No doubt I’ll spend my year stuffing myself with cake so im not even going to bother to set a health goal for the year because being real here, I never stick to them for very long. Not that i feel as though im a bad weight, i just feel like I’ve put on a few more pounds then i would like or am used to which just doesn’t make me feel very comfortable but im sure in time things will change. In my thoughts that is because i doubt any weight loss will happen with how busy life has gotten at the moment.
I do have a few personal goals that I’ve set for myself but I don’t feel confident enough to share them at this moment in time but through the year ill hopefully feel more open in talking about them. My one big goal however is to get back into writing my blog properly. I feel as though in the last 6 months although blog posts have been posted there’s not as much as what i used to do so if anything i plan to structure my time more and find time to sit down and just write out a few in advance so if i do have a busy time where im not able to sit down that i at least have something to post.
Fingers crossed 2018 is the year I hit 10,000 readers! Only just over 1,000 to go!
Have a good day